The Cards told me so…

Listening to: Someday
Reading: Gerald and Jacques
Watching: Kitchen Confidential

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For the past few weeks, I’ve been trying to do some Tarot readings for myself (I rarely do them for other people) mostly because I’ve been needing some guidance on my relationship, and the cards have been very, very uncomplimentary. Now, I know that I’m quite naturally very biased before I even do a spread, but I’ve been seeing a whole lot of Hermits, Judgement, and Deaths. I’ve been doing a lot of spreads, trying to see something that will help, but I think I’m going to stop for a bit. I don’t need cards telling me that I got to trash my fiance. Can’t do that.

“Oh, why’d you end your relationship with him?”

“…because the Cards told me to.”

Yeahhh….I don’t think so.

I really want this year to be a productive year. Year 2007 was awesome. I was writing a chapter almost every day. Hey, they might’ve been shitty, but at least I was still writing. Year 2008, a complete 180. I can’t remember the last time I felt so unmotivated. Granted, I haven’t lived very long, but I hope I never get another year like 2008 again. Could be a castle in the sky, but I’m really going to work on.

Well…that’s enough yammering from me.

It’s off to MS Word I go. Tally ho!